COMEBACK POST 2018


Well, It's been 4 years since the last time I tried to blog. I do vividly remembered, the first reason why I started to blog is to reminisce the good old days memories. Yet, I'm too afraid to look back because of there are many things that I couldn't accomplish at those time.

 The old memories that really held me back, starting to affect me in many aspect. For instance, I'm too afraid to admit that I'm an ambitious girl with a lot of expectation yet a with a little bit weak - willingness. Because of that, there are lot of unexpected journey that I've gotten so far in the past 4 years.

It started when I failed to achieve a position that I really dream for a long time in my favorite organization. However God always have a plan, an unexpected thing happen when suddenly I got a scholarship in which I don't have any expectation at all to be able to gain it. 

 To be honest, the scholarship is an answer from all of struggles that I've always had at those times. It helps me to shape the way I think and my perspective. Its also create me to not afraid to face a challenges. 

Despite the facts, that I always failed every time I tried to compete in a competition or any other scholarship. At least I know that I've tried.

I understand that right now isn't a January, which means for some people the last of April isn't a new year nor a new month to reset a Journey. However the struggles that I've always face that sometimes led me to despair up until now, makes me learnt about how you should understand life that always revolve into you.

Now, it's time for me to open a new Journey, which is a career life. I might be in struggle to find a right job right now. I might be a little bit left behind from the others right now. But I'm sure that everything has a reasons. Therefore, as an unemployment myself, here I'm declare that I will always tried to face every new things that happen in my life.

- Sincerely,
The Girl who always need to express her struggle

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